I love saddle club!! it reminds me of ice skating which comfots me!! and last night while i was laying in bed i made up a really good story and said it outloud.. about dreams turning into reality and not waking up until its to late and happynes being achived not found, and love and relization..and i may put it on here more likely on whatcomesnext but i dunno i probably wont!! Senior night at swimming was soo sad!! i almost wanted to cry!! basically b/c i cant imagine lory crying!! well actually i have sene lori cry b4 but she tried to hide it those times and this time it was out!! im gunna miss that girl so much.. b/c she is like me kinda and the other day she came up to me and siad kourtney you need ot cool the attitude b.c its not making thigns any better and your one of the people i actually like.. so that shoudl be a mean comment but i liked it b.c there was another day when she made herself cool it!! and i remembered that its true i need ot make the best out of this hell b/c happyness doesnt just come to you its somthing you have to work for!! and its hard to get!! BUt she is one person i can call a bitch and she can call me a bitch back and were both ok b/c its true!! and i duno i just think tahts cooL!! any way ~*kisses*~korkie