So Travis just imed me. and this is interesting.
i forgot how easy of a peson he is to talk to.
This is a censored conversation.
rougeprophet1: hey i just heard the dawson's theme, it made me think of you, j/w how you doing?
Auto response from hyperbtch123: ~*&@^@tanning~@&*#)$
hyperbtch123: ooo thats sweet!
hyperbtch123: im alright and urself?
rougeprophet1: hanging in there
rougeprophet1: life treating you good?
hyperbtch123: depends on the day.
rougeprophet1: i know what you mean
hyperbtch123: yea.
hyperbtch123: u have any big college plans
rougeprophet1: meremac then webster, so far
hyperbtch123: oo tight.
rougeprophet1: yeah
rougeprophet1: anything exciting to tell?
hyperbtch123: umm no not really. my homecoming is saturday... i woundt go straight to exciting.
rougeprophet1: homecomming eh? didnt i go with you last year?
hyperbtch123: no.
rougeprophet1: what was that dance?
hyperbtch123: winter dance
rougeprophet1: ok
rougeprophet1: who you going with?
hyperbtch123: no one.. first dance ever.
rougeprophet1: no bf!!!!?
hyperbtch123: no.
rougeprophet1: im sorry
hyperbtch123: yea im living.
rougeprophet1: lol still got your famous sarcasim though
hyperbtch123: do i really seem like the kidna girl that enjoys having a boyfriend anyway.
hyperbtch123: yeah that'll never go away.
rougeprophet1: lol i guess not
hyperbtch123: yea. i suppose that is kinda chaning though.. im kinda growing out of the whole jaded since i was 10 thing
hyperbtch123: and into a more ok so now what do i do stage of my life
rougeprophet1: lol i know the feeling
rougeprophet1: im accualy somewhat scare of the future
hyperbtch123: im very scared.
hyperbtch123: why are u scared?
rougeprophet1: i hear stories alot of adults tell saying about some crazy times and stuff, im comfortable here, gonna miss high school, plus i guess im scared of mortality in general
hyperbtch123: yea i get that. im very comfortable in high school
hyperbtch123: surronded by people i no care. and people who no my reputaiton and dont except to little or much from me
rougeprophet1: yeah i know what you mean
rougeprophet1: sorry i was having the same conversation with my dad
hyperbtch123: oo its cool!
rougeprophet1: you still got friends dont you?
hyperbtch123: yes. why do u ask that?
rougeprophet1: it seems that friends help get through stuff like this
hyperbtch123: yes. i have fucking amazing friends.
hyperbtch123: the same as last year. actually
rougeprophet1: i gained back alot of my old friends back
hyperbtch123: which is wierd fro me b/c i have never kept friends for long.
hyperbtch123: bobby>
rougeprophet1: hell no..........still an pompus asshole prick
rougeprophet1: no some friends i didnt hang out with between soph and near end of last year
hyperbtch123: oo yea. alex went to prom with him. we hung out a couple of times around then. he seemed ok. but i never liked him in the first place. so
rougeprophet1: yeah
rougeprophet1: he's such a fag
hyperbtch123: haha
rougeprophet1: serriously
hyperbtch123: i belive you.
rougeprophet1: but my friends really make me feel wanted, i havent been able to hang with them since the season started till last sat, they were so happy to see me again
hyperbtch123: oo well thats good.
rougeprophet1: yeah
hyperbtch123: you feel like u have a place your wanted.
rougeprophet1: yup
hyperbtch123: do u still play football?
rougeprophet1: yeah
hyperbtch123: i heard you were guys lost to parkway south
hyperbtch123: friday.
rougeprophet1: yeah
hyperbtch123: they were really proud of themselves
hyperbtch123: b/c u guys were supposed to be good.
rougeprophet1: they should be
rougeprophet1: we were ranked #1 in the area, but we were overrated
hyperbtch123: o i c
hyperbtch123: it was there homecoming though so its good that they won.
rougeprophet1: yeah i guess
hyperbtch123: well its good for them
hyperbtch123: not for you
hyperbtch123: sily
rougeprophet1: lol
hyperbtch123: so do u have any special girl in your life?
rougeprophet1: no not at the moment
hyperbtch123: oo
rougeprophet1: yeah
hyperbtch123: still paintballing?
rougeprophet1: accualy not for a while but im just getting back to it now
hyperbtch123: thats good.
hyperbtch123: oo i did think of you the other day. i went up to lindenwood to see alex sister. and i was talking to her and she was telling me how her roomate who i new last year's boyfriend broke up with her b.c she was a bitch
rougeprophet1: lol
hyperbtch123: i was like been there had that done.
hyperbtch123: it made me laugh
rougeprophet1: lol that is funny
hyperbtch123: anyway....why did u hear the dawsons theme song?
rougeprophet1: i was at sam's club
hyperbtch123: where u watching dawsons creek?
hyperbtch123: oo...
rougeprophet1: yeah
rougeprophet1: come on u really didnt think id watch that crap did you?
hyperbtch123: ahhhhhhhhhhhh
hyperbtch123: ooooo im hurt
hyperbtch123: LOL
rougeprophet1: j/k
hyperbtch123: that is just about hte most stress releaving thing ever.
hyperbtch123: u should try it.
rougeprophet1: well you should try one of my 2 fav stress relivers
hyperbtch123: oo and what are they?
rougeprophet1: paintball and weed
hyperbtch123: weed good
hyperbtch123: paintball idunno
rougeprophet1: you started to smoke
rougeprophet1: /????????????/
hyperbtch123: do u smoke a lot?
hyperbtch123: i smoked before i met u sweety.
rougeprophet1: as much as i can
rougeprophet1: u told me u never did
hyperbtch123: i guess i lied
rougeprophet1: :'(
hyperbtch123: i didnt tel very many people about it
rougeprophet1: i think i was also clean during our relationship
hyperbtch123: it was a long ass time ago.
hyperbtch123: oo really.
hyperbtch123: welll im proud of you for that.
rougeprophet1: im not addicted or anything, just like to do it when i have a chance
rougeprophet1: addiciton means purchasing
hyperbtch123: yea its fun.
rougeprophet1: man i got some dank ass shit from my friend a while ago
rougeprophet1: like top grade chronic
hyperbtch123: wow so talking to u is some how very stress relieving.
hyperbtch123: very*
rougeprophet1: well let me tell you u can talk to me any time you want
hyperbtch123: oo thanks.
rougeprophet1: no problem
hyperbtch123: wow i never envisioned u as a guy who smokes weed.
rougeprophet1: lol i get redunculus when im high
rougeprophet1: i get so gigly, i laugh at everything
hyperbtch123: haha.
hyperbtch123: doesnt everyone.
hyperbtch123: i cant see u like that either.
rougeprophet1: i get more than anyone else
hyperbtch123: wow.
rougeprophet1: yeah hey how long u gonna be on?
hyperbtch123: a long time
rougeprophet1: gotta get a shower brb
hyperbtch123: ok..have fun with taht
rougeprophet1 is away at 10:08:06 PM.
later....much
hyperbtch123: So did u ever cheat on me when we were going out?
rougeprophet1: no
see he never asked me back.. i wonder if he knows. then i kinda feel bad. o well.
i dont think talking to him should make me smile this much.
this song is not for him...i just think its amazing. and its for someone else. and i love it. and i have been listening to it over and over agian.
Butch walker.
mixtape
You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know
But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know
Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you
[Bridge]
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
And let's get messed up and listen to probably...
The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
-me-
♥
i love love love you.