i was tallking to cole the other day...about everything..somtin i hadnt done in a while..i felt better..ish..after i criedish it never goes away the feeling i get.. i hate it.. i have desided i hate the things i dont understnad..... i dont understand myself..my emotions..i dont realy hate myself ne more.. but i dont like my emotions.. he pisses me off..and its not him..and i dont hate him...i hate himm b.c u dont have him...and i hate feeling this way...b/c i LIKE travis.. i eitherlove him or hate him..never a median..i need one..i need a friendship..no matter how bad it hurts..just to prove i can do it!! stole my background form kelsey...but omg they are skating..and together..and cute!! ~*kisses*~korkie