its not so much a want i dont want to call it a need. i like to think of you as more of a habit... [Out of habit Ani Difranco. the butter melts out of habit the toast isn't even warm the waitress and the man in the plaid shirt play out a scene they've played so many times before i am watching the sun stumble home in the morning from a bar on the east side of town and the coffee is just water dressed in brown beautiful but boring] ...something comfortable. something safe but mostly something old and worn out.