SO. its wierd but me and Kelly just had a 45 minute talk on my drive way in her car. thats wierd. i can really trust her. shes extremly easy to talk to. and we kinda have the same outlooks and feelings. Well she still annoys me somtimes and i still ge the urge to kill her but its better. I have so much building up. Travis.. to night is the frist night of not talking to him. Hes online and i cant say ne thing. im gunna go to bed. and i have no good night fon call. The time between now and these fucking elections seems like forever. and i want to move. b.c one i want a ranch. to i wasnt a smaller less expensive house so i can get more extra stuff. and i dunno.. i dont want to ahve to worry about it ne more. We wont move until the summer. but i stil want to start looking and or preparing myself for it.. I want it to be april.. well Janelle is kinda friends with Justin.. and she knows how ifeel now.. so shes gunna tell him that she foudn him a princess. i was talking about him at guard and i was so happy. and i was dancing like an idiot. and i was crazy. but all day i have had major moood swings. and now im right back sitting online see Travis on and not being able to talk to him. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im think im guna go crazy~