wow so ever since i got this Dawsons creek movie i have watching ti all the time.. god..i think that may b why im so ahppy.. watching it right now and talking to sarah.. omg. i m scarried.. so i love this conversation..but u can block things from ur memory. and well she read a book about blocking things for ur childhood... soo i remember being sad all the time.. but i dont really remember why! i no my parents didnt get along but.. i dunno that doesnt seem to bad.. i think... omg im scarred its true.. noo...i dunooo..im to scarred to ask...but it came to me when i was at maytags.. and then me and sarah talked about it and i believe it more then she asked if he ever hit me.. and i dont think so..btu when she said that it struke somthing inside me... i dunno..wierd.. but i still think that other thing is true. its bad for em to think that but all the pieces fit together.. and i remmebet some things.. jsut not enough for it to make sence why i was soo upset.. i dunno but i love these diaries.. i let out everything!! confused ~*Kisse*~Korkie