so.. i feel wierd saying this but.. i think i have cured my own depression.. b/c today.. sarah and karen made me relize hwo much i trust people.. and thats wierd.. b/c i no i made myself do it.. but i cant believe i actually could!!! i guess i just picked the right people to trust.. and become close with.. i relized tongiht there are three people who no me better tehn my ice skating friends ever did.. and is wierd.. it scares me sometimes.. b.c i no they wont be here for ever.. and i no that they could use it against me.. but getting hurt is part of life. and i have to deal with it.. i think im doing pretty good.. im soo proud of myself.. and i love those three peope more tehn anything.. b.c if it wasnt for them.. it may just be friday agian.. last year i was ok.. b/c i told myself i was ok b/c i had new friends but i really wasnt ok.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in other news... my fellow power puff girl helped me out on this one.. the guy i have like the most ever.. well besides david he doesnt count.. is just like Travis.. they are nice when they want some..or somthing and they treat u like shit all the other times.. but i just cant see it b/c there so nice... taht was from bubbles this is form me there both funny ok so kyle is cutier they both flirt well they can both act like they care very very well.. i cant get Trav off my mind and i coudlnt get kyle of my mind idun no what to do.. well actually omg sarah i do no what to do.. im kinda of bad person.. btu we'll just say that u told me to. wow im kewl ~*Kisses*~Korkie