hmmm, so as the mood says, im feeling bipolar right now...both happy and sad. "One...of us...is wearing...a pushup bra...its lacey...and cute" (kung pow) i mean, im watching Kung Pow again, so thats making me laugh. and i saw *him* at the mall today...and it was kinda funny. I was just leaving the mall, and i come around the corner and there *he* is walking towards the doors with the whip bitch (x-gfs new name, hahaha). *He* waves hi, so i waved back...and then *he* starts up a conversation with me! I guess whip bitch didnt expect this, as she had kept on walking! then she realized he stopped so she stopped as well, and just kinda stood there, the awkward one out, while *him* and i had a little conversation! (this made me smile/happyHI! lol) Didnt last long, *he* just asked what i was up to, so i said how i was shopping by my lonesome, and *he* asked what i had bought and who it was for...hahaha, noisy kid, eh But after a few minutes I said i oughta be going, and said goodbye, so *he* waved/said goodbye...lol, and then the little whip bitch trailed behind....hahaha this may be nothing, but the fact that he stopped talking and paying attention to her to talk to me makes me happy! lol.... "okay, so here were my options, A)quickly duck sideways, dodge the claw, and take him out with a spinning back kick or B)take the claw in the face then roll on the ground and die" *takes claw to face* "Should have gone with A..." "I really like the band n*sync. My favorite member is Harpo. I think there's a Harpo. if not, there should be. I will write their next hit, maybe...a boom-boom chickie-chickie boom-boom boom-chickie chaka chaka choo choo" Im also entertained by the fact that my mom gets soo pissed off at every little thing... she got mad about ten minutes ago, before she left, and was just walking around the hosue screaming at me. of course, im in my room, watching Kung Pow and singing along (quietly) to the song Black Betty (as that part of the movie was on at that point). her screaming didnt even effect me! I think Kung Pow is my haven (as well as my friends!) lol, they keep me from being upset. OH, and going straight to the point, I hate pre cal Its fucking impossible, and i want to kill something. that bout sums up the whole math area. im kinda sad cuz im kinda disapointed. was suppsed to go g-ting behind a car today with some of the girls in my foods/english class...but then one of them left me a msg saying that it was too cold out for them, so they werent going. Being the paranoid fool i am...i thought that maybe they had changed their minds on inviting me out to go with them, and just told me that it was cancelled...then went without me. Im guessing im wrong though, as one of the girlies going just signed on msn, and its like 9:00...right in the middle of the times we were going from. I should really stop thinking that everybody hates me and that nobody cares/likes me...