the last two hours and fifteen minutes of my life have been spent being bitched at by my parents. because im "immature, disrespectful, spoiled, greedy" and i take everything for granted. an hour and a half at least was them just straight out yelling, then the rest was their guilt talks like "when i was a kid i didnt have everything you did". etc they think andy is this saint, theyre always comparing me to him and showing how hes such a better person than i am :( HES MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND! they dont even know him that well either, like obviously hes going to be polite and such at my house, he wants my parents to like him. i never knew i had that many tears inside of me. my nose is red and really raw from constantly blowing it and whiping it. right now, i feel worthless, and that i wont be good enough for them, ever. and besides that, i just feel empty. like im past the point of feeling upset over all this....im junt numb. useless. empty. i wish andy was here....all i want is a hug :( ....