y'all think cuz these jeans fit im gonna give it up dont let my cute face fool ya ♥ sup bitches, another random update coming from me. FIRST OFF!! Erics been on my mind a lot this week? a good thing or bad thing? lol, not in a way that i want to break up with andy and go after him (cuz im not an idiot)...just he's been everywhere lately. yet not really. eh im stupid. His girlfriend has a livejournal, i discovered it yesterday. Was reading it, and it actually hit me when she was saying how her and Lynn decorated erics sheet music with gliter and sparkles...reminded me of the times i spent with Lynn, or with Colin. Wrapping them up to be huge doobies, playing street hockey, making fun of eric. or the fact that I had no shame it beating up colin...considering he is six years younger then me! lol, and it made me ponder if eric's mom likes mellissa more then me. his mom loved me, back in the day. we still love running into each other, we can talk for hours. She offered to let me move in when things were getting rough at my house. I loved that woman, she was a second mom to me. And then now, while im on my really long spare at University, i discovered this old folder full of emails and stuff from eric. It took like, 2.5 hours to read it all, and from that i determined the following: 1. Total puppy love 2. we were by far the cutest couple i have ever seen in my life...all the "i love you"s and saying how much the other meant. adorable. 3. Proof we were the cutest couple? WE HAD OUR OWN FUCKING STAR!! ahahaha i totally forgot about that till i read it in one of the emails...oh man to cute. 4. I was a truly retarded gf. (hopefully im not still?) 5. Eric was a sap (before he turned jerk) HE WROTE ME POEMS! they're sooooooo cute. so yea, weird. Obviously I love Andy though. I get to see him tonite and I couldn't be happier. Speaking of Andy, our one year was AWESOME! the whole weekend was really... Friday - Bussed to Andy's, got there around 8:20. We planned on leaving for the bar at like, 9:30....but after certain sweaty activites...:D...and a lengthy shower to get us clean, and then finally getting ready all over again, we didnt leave till like, 10:30. Mel got home like, 5 minutes after we got outta the shower...close call. :S Needless to say we stood in line all night, got up to the metal detectors (we were next to go in) and then cut everyone off. so andy and i said fuck it and we went back to his house, ate chips and dip, and watched CSI. i fell asleep, and he drove me home at 1:30am. Saturday - fought with dad. yay. Went to andy's at like, 3, and then we went shopping. I got him three video games as his anniversary gift, and we're going to pick up mine tonite from KP (heart bellybutton ring). Then we went to Moxies for dinner and it deffinetly cost a lot :S Andy got these buffalo chicken fingers, and his eyes were full of tears all night, and he was sweating as they were sooo hot. lmfao, funnnnny. After we went and saw King Kong, and it was really really good. I liked it! Long tho, my ass was sore by the time we left. He had his arm around me during the movie :) ♥ After we just went back to his house and chilled. He discovered a new ticklish spot on me (cuz u know, i didnt have enough already)...and i got branded in by far one of the oddest places ever. and its not even in a private place either...anybody can see it. ahh well, funny, i gotta show him tonite. glad the parentals havent noticed. But yea, awesome weekend with him :) He said he loves me and wished me Happy Anniversary a couple times (oh that boy makes me melt) ok, so Preet just came up to me and goes "Sweet! i loved the email! give me a high five!" lol, he was talking in regards to the email chels and I sent out yesterday about the digital yearbooks. I was talking to shere-lynn yesterday on msn and she loved the idea, was gonna scan all her pictures from the ski trip, and also forwarded the message to all the graduates she had on her msn list. Everyone I've heard from is so excited about it...jasons giving us the picture cds from the regular yearbook, jessica already sent me about half her computer, ashleys meeting me at school tomorrow to give me all her ski/canoe trip pictures, shere-lynns scanning...everybody loves the idea. CHELSEY WE KICK ASS!!we might have to make two dvds for pictures, if they dont all fit on one...theres so many good ones!! Im so excited for when we start working on it tomorrow...its gonna be the best yearbook ever!!!!!!!!!!! ♥I love you♥