as i sit here, with my hair still curly and done, my makeup still done "Fairy Godmother" style, and my sparkles still all over my face, im really kinda sad. think about it. for my group, we have only one more show. only one its so sad...i would rather keep acting in the morning and nights, and teaching in the afternoons, for the rest of the semester. its the same way i felt last year... sounds weird to hear me saying ill miss the play...theres been so many times this year that ive said how much i can't wait till it over, so many times ive actually kept a countdown. now i never want it to end. we were probably one of the craziest casts ive ever heard of. so many different types of people. and way to many arguments! we had such a headstart, and still had to rush so bad during the last week or two. its all paying off wonderfully tho...tonites show was great. we did well. the kids are coming together and improving each show. the characters are really coming out of people. im gonna miss the show when its done...when i have to sit in english again. when theres no more rehearsals. no more pot lucks. no more cast moments... it will be so sad. especially since this is probably the last show ill ever be in...my last year at TCI. Whats worse is that this is baiscally signalling the end of the year for me... i have nothing after this. just graduation. god i dont want to graduate, im not ready to be thrust into this world. i want to be, but deep down i know im not ready in the least bit. i crave independence, yet im unsure how id handle it. so long and goodnite ...i dont want this fairy tale to end...