(I love you tinkerchels! You know where to find me if you ever need anything X3 ) Last night was Jessica's surprise farewell party at my house. She's moving to Kelowna for university, as she got a $40 000 scholorship to do forensics there. I started planning it two weeks ago, and i was happy how it turned out. even if a certain bitch (who i dont even need to name) tried to ruin it. ANYWHO! PARTY!! Bernie and Andy came over at 5:30. I hadnt eaten supper yet, so Andy joined me and my parents and we ate while bernie watched tv. Then we went downstairs to get ready. Andy got stuck on balloon duty while Bernie and i made this "amazing" sign that said "FAREWELL JESSICA!" lol, it was clearly heoric. everybody else came to my house for 7. At about 7:15 Ryan walked the two houses to Jessica's and blindfolded her (she thought it was just a surprise from him). MEanwhile i video taped it. and bernie pulled his car up to her house. We put her into the car and drove around for a bit, in an attempt to disorientate jessica. After about 10 minutes we drove to my house, and walked her to the backyard where everyone was waiting. Ryan pulled off the blindfold and everyone screamed SURPRISE! lol. jessica was stoked. She turned to ryan and shes like, "thank you thank you!!" and hes like "dont look at me, it was all pam" so Jess came and gave me a huge hug at that point. It was a great party, about 16 i think of us there in the end. We gave her the present, The scrapbook i had spent way to many hours doing, lol, and the carebear (graciously donated by my sister). at about 9, when everyone was finally there, we had cake. Her 30$ ice cream cake, lol. It had finding nemo on it, since she loves that movie, and she really loved the cake. I must say, dairy queen did an awesome job on it. After we started a fire and cooked hot dogs and marshmallows, and just sat around talking. there was so much picture taking. it was a very happy affair, as it gave everyone a chance to see Jessica one last time before she left (she leaves in two days). Everyone was gone by 1am, at which i just about passed out since i was feeling good anymore. And i got money from almost everybody, so i just had to pitch in a bit extra money to pay for the cake. That was nice. It was good times, im glad everyone came. Speaking of that, the night consisted of: Ryan, Jessica, Bernard, Me, Andy, Chels, Marian, Bocton, Laura, Miles, Laura D, Jason, Kyle, Mike, Mary-lou, Jordan, and Justin. Good times. We're planing a reunion for when Jess comes back for her 18th birthday. Andy and i had a little convo in the middle of the night (when he wasnt busy screwing up pictures, eh chels? lol) I dont know how we started talking about it, but he said he was talking with Alison earlier that day, and shes like "what are pams parents like?" and andy told her everything (he's seen me cry one to many times on account of them). She couldn't believe everything! he told me that his family loves me, and that their house is always open to me. and then he asked me if id be able to pay for rent. that would be awesome to go live there, but i dont think i would. i mean what if i moved in, and then like 4 months down the road we broke up. then where do i go?? id want to be dating longer before i moved in with him. And he said hes seriously thinking about having a talk with my parents. telling em to heave ho. that would be sweet, but i dont know their reaction. he said if they ever made fun of me or yelled at me infront of him, hed call them on it and tell them to leave me alone. He's willing to stand up to my parents....hes brave, lol but he really cares about me :) my sweetheart. im very fortunate to have him. anywho, im listening to Miles Apart by Yellowcard, and it reminds me of Jessica and Ryan. Ryan is so upset that Jessica is moving away. He kept thanking me last night, saying that she totally deserved this, and it was so nice of me to do it. He's really sad :(. now ive got some I'm not okay (I promise) by My Chemical romance playing. I remember listening to this with chels, especially at this one part. This week shall be good fun. Concert tonite. Bar with Chels and Laura on Tuesday (now THAT shall be interesting...) shopping on wednesday then work (boo). Possibly an oober girlie night with chels on thursday (if ur not working sweets?). Then friday andy's coming over. i think, or i might go there. We're not leaving for the states till like, 3 am i think, so im either gonna go there till then, or he's gonna come here till then. And then im off to the states for a week. It'll be nice, i have a ton of cash to spend (inheritance left by my great grandma). Like, 400$ US im talking. lol. yes stoked. but sad to leave everybody :( especially andy :( ...you are my only one...