*!*!* UPDATES AT BOTTOM *!*!* (too lazy to write a new one) well, last night was the date wow i feel fulfilled cuz i havent had someone treat me that way in tooo long. in short it could be said like this...the night was amazing because for once, i never had to make the first move, i didnt have to initiate anything. its like i was babied and i loved it.:) since im stoked on the whole night, imma say everything bouts it. *ahem* things went down hill at work, cuz dad said he was gonna have to drop me off at starlite (cuz thats where i said id be) i was like...fuck... so i said ill pick my sis up from the mall at 8:45, that way i could have the car. i called andy, apologized millions of times, and siad i was gonne b a little late. he was cool with it tho. anywho, 9:15 i get to his house, and we went to his room, and he finished up what he was doing on his com (hes got one in his room too) and then we sat on his bed and talked then he showed me some things on his guitar and the pedals hes got, which was pretty cool haha, when he was first pulling the pedals over to his bed, he was leaning down with his guitar in his hands, and i leaned over to see what he was doing he didnt know i had leaned over he sat up he smoked me in the head with his guitar lol, and hes like, "i am SO sorrie" and i just laughed. it was funny ok, anywho so we were supposed to go see Ladder 49, which started at 10:40. we got to the movies for that exact time, and as were walking up to the ticket thing, i see that the grudge is playing there! and im like "omg i wanna see that again, im gonna have to come back here soon" and hes like, well u wanna see that instead? so we did and he payed for me!! then we had 20 minutes to kill, but Hogues gf worked there, Andrea, and shes one of andys best friends. shes totally cool! so we sat and talked with her. twice we held up a line lol. but it was funny. shes really cool, and a cutie. a unique cutie. anywho, ok, we get into the movie, and take our seats, and we kept talking for a while till the movie started he had his leg next to mine when we were sitting, and his hand on his leg. and the tips of his fingers were caressing my leg hehe and then it got scary and he put his arm around me and i snuggled RIIIIIIIIIGht in, lol. my shirt got pulled up a bit on the side, by my sweater, and he was caressing my skin with his hand and his other hand was holding one of mine. it felt so nice to have someone doing that. and at one point when it got scary he kissed my head to make me feel better lol. and then i told him how i wanted to watch the whole movie this time, cuz at all the scary parts last time i closed my eyes. so when id go to cover my eyes hed move my hands away lol. but at the end he said he was proud i watched the whole thing lol. ok, so movie ends, and i realized i was gonne be late, so we jet back to his house. as we were walking to the car, hes like "ur steering wheels gonnna be ice cold, wear my gloves". so i wore his gloves. lol, i thought that was sweet. anywho, i pull into his driveway, and hes like "thanx for the ride" i said no problem as i turned to look at him BAM his face is right there he kissed me ...a couple times lol. and i said thanx for holding me lol, and then he said goodbye, and for me to call him, and got out. i sang at the top of my lungs the whole way home and i was late...lol, by like, 6 minutes but everyone was sleeping so i was safe *deep breath* total sweetheart. i dunno...maybe this is my chance now? i know im stoked :) lol his bands got a show next friday...gonna try my hardest to go (if chels and kristina are still coming with?) gotta work on the natzi ..cause i really wanna see him again :)... im guessing this could be my chance because..... HES MY BOYFRIEND NOW!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. im stoked :) yay January 14th! :) lol. wow i have a bf. we talked for 4.5 hours tonite...its 3:30am :| lol. im kinda beyond excited. i have a bf :)