so the birthday came and went and now im 20. Garret and I made friends after I was a bitch to him. Whatever, he deserved it. He was a douche bag. He says he wants to still hang out, but I know that will never happen. He never talks to me in the first place, so w.e, life is easier without his crap. And my birthday was intense. So much fun both nights. Thursday for my bday we went to Wiseguys and I danced and got just wasted. I partied with Chelsey and Melissa the whole night, which is awesome cuz those two girls are sweet. And I danced with a boy all night, cuz hes cute. There was actually a pretty big group out there for my birthday,like at least 20 of us or something. Insane. And of course, i busted up my toe... kicked a broken beer bottle and cut up my toes, and then i ripped my big toe nail off, lol. Im awesome! Friday I had a little house party at Mareks, and it was awesome as well. All the st.vitals (minus jeff as he worked, and breanne and curtis cuz they had no ride) came over to Mareks and we all just hung out. Adam bought me a huge ice cream cake, Andrea got me a card, Ian bought me the Beck cd, Andy bought me Silent Hill and made me the saddest bday card ever, lol, Joel bought me two plastic guns with bullets that are just crazy fun, and Marek spoiled my ass. He bought me cinnzeo cinnamon buns, he printed off and framed our Douche picutre, and he bought me MOTHER FUCKING HARRY POTTER SCENE IT!! ahhh ohhh baybee, when I unwrapped that, my jaw dropped and i turned to him and said "marry me". lol, too funny. Took a bunch of pictures too tho, which is awesome. and in other news... there was five guys who wanted to ask me out on my bday? haha wow I dont know how to deal with this one. There was.... James -- my drunken engineer friend. Thinks im the hottest thing to grace this earth. he used to hit on me when I was dating andy, lol, and it was the funniest thing ever. Mike -- met him last week at Erics party. He's pretty cool, really shy tho. He knows/doesnt like Garret as well, hahahaha Jordan -- haha this one isnt knew. Hes such a good friend, and he spoils me too. Hes sketchy at times tho, but nonetheless, I like pretending to figureskate with him, lol Joel -- CJS kid. Met him a week or two ago, but hes super cool. We talk a lot on msn, hes very chatty. Apparently hes been ranting to Marek about me and how wicked he thinks i am (i tell you girls, if youre a video game nerd you can get any guy, lol). Graham -- yet another engineer, lol. Hes so freaken cute tho! I danced with him all night, and he kept saying such sweet and cute things to me!! aww i liked it, lol. And he was kissing me on the shoulder or on the cheek when we were dancing. Adorable. And we held hands all night, hahaha :) I talk to him a lot on msn too, we've got the same intrests and are just stoked on it, lol. boy oh boy. Theyve all got their ups and downs tho. -- James has my number, always says hes gonna call me or text me, and then doesnt. Slim chance buddy -- Mike is kinda shy, i don't really know him well as I only have him on my myspace. -- Jordan is... hahah jordan. He would treat me like gold, but he has been known to use girls, and also has a bad record of dropping me for whichever girlfriend he has at the time. So its kinda iffy with him. If i was to pick a top two, it would be Joel and Graham. -- Joel is wicked cool, but i've been told he cheated on his last girlfriend, which makes him loose like a million points in my books cuz i hate cheaters. Other than that, hes got a job and a car and loves zombies, video games, and dinosaurs too. Hero and a half! lol. Hes good looking, but his style could be better, lol. -- Graham is hot, dresses good, and so easy to talk to. Hes humble and sooo funny too. Hes cuddly and sweet, which are obviously two things i look for in a guy. However, he lives on rez and does not own a car, which makes hanging out difficult. Nor does he have a job, so little money for him. And he goes home for the summer, so in like, 2 months hes peacing out, lol. im so not used to this whole dating scene... its weird. Ive never had this many guys like me before at the same time, lol. fuck life. I should pull a Julie Cooper and just say screw guys! lol