♥ :) ohhh what a weekend. :) ♥ friday was 9 months for andy and i. i cooked him a gourmet meal... ceaser salad to start, then spiced, roasted chicken, baked potatoes, and peas for the main course, as well as a cherry vanilla parafait for dessert. fucking sweet. andy got to my house at around 7:15, just as the chicken was almost done cooking. he came into the kitchen, gave me a kiss and said "happy nine months" awww :)♥ how sweet. we ate dinner, which im not gonna lie, was just amazing. im a DAMN GOOD COOK! wowzers. after that we just chilled in my room watching tv, talking, tickling. being stupid and loving it :) then we went to see a movie. Andy drove this time, so that i wouldnt have to :) aww. we went to see A History Of Violece. SUCH a GOOD movie!! it was sooo different, so weird. but so good. it was totally raw, things i watched in there ill never watch in another movie. and the way some of those guys got killed....wow intence. there was a couple times in the movie where i asked andy "what the hell are we watching??" he had his arm around me the whole time and it made me happy inside, lol. after the movie we came back to my house and watched tv in the basement...and such... ;) when he was leaving he kissed me, said happy nine months, kissed me again, and then told me he loved me. *melts* ahhh love him. saturday i worked 8-4:30. it was a good shift. at like, 3:30 these two people come in and their like "were in a scavenger hunt right now, would there be any way we could get a couple uniforms to take pictures in?" and so i went searching around the store, found two large shirts. and then i get back and suddenly theres four of them there. so one of the guys took my apron, and another guy took my hat. and then i took a pic of the four of em. hahahaha it was funny! after they left it was a painful little longer before i could go too. i went home and showered, waited for andy, then waited, and waited...and got bored so i called up marek and went to his house. we chilled for a bit then andy finally called me around 7:30 and i went over. i wont go into detail...but god i love him so much. when i think everythings fucked up he proves it wrong and he makes me smile right through the tears. he said such sweet things that i would never expect from him. ["you know my mom once told me that people are like mirrors, and i really do believe her now. i mean, when you are happy, im just stoked, but when your so sad...well...it really bums me out"] awww i was so amazed when he said that. goodness i know im gushing but i love him so much and he is really good to me...despite how many times i say likewise. you know that beautiful song he wrote, "in your eyes"? he tells me last night that he wrote that for me, about me, a bit ago. awwww!!! lol, he made up love songs on the spot last night which were the funniest things ive ever heard IN MY LIFE!! after a while he just started screaming!! oh man, he kept going till he had to stop becuase we were both laughing so hard. aww man :) after a while we went to this little restaurant George's for dinner, where he payed :) and it was soooo good! couldnt believe the food. u got so much for so little. it was nice, im sure we will be going back again soon. anywho, they we went to mareks where Adam, Ian, Jeff, Curtis and him were hanging out. When we first got there, curtis calls me a slut and andy laughs, so i hit him, and adam goes "u know pam, i ask u this every time i see you...what the hell are you doing with him???" lol! We all goofed around for a bit, (Ian was now also calling me a slut?? WHAT IS THIS! god boy!) lol, and then Adam, Ian, Curtis and i went to mcdicks. i was in the back with curtis and i was "stroking" his guitar. lmfao, oh man, funnnny u had to be there. Ian bought me an ice cream sundae so that he wouldnt feel bad when he called me a slut, lmfao. oh man. listening to those guys talk was just hilarious...adam kept swerving down the road, claiming he was going to drive us off a cliff. when we got back to mareks he was choked we went without him, and wouldnt let us in. i was shaking from being so cold outside, and guess which of the three guys came over and kept me warm...CURTIS!! im like....wtf! whos got him hipnotized...curtis would never touch me. i mean, in the car earlier i touched his arm and he yelled at me, so i stroked his head and he yelled more, and we did that for a long time. and now he was hugging me to keep me warm? wow, that was weird (even andy agreed). adam started talking to marek off my cell and hes like "can u please come open the door? were all freezing out here....ok, only pam is freezeing out here, so cant u come open the door so she doesnt die?" lol. marek finally let us in, and we just hung out in the basement till 12:15 or so. then he kicked everyone out, and andy and i went back to his house. we just lied there in his bed and it was soo nice :) i fell asleep in his arms, and when i woke up, i had to go. accidently took his sweater home with me. honestly, it was accidently. lol. sunday was work. shitttay! sooo busy it was intence. 15 minutes before im supposed to go home, lindsay cuts a huge chunk outta her finger, gets sent home, and i have to stay till close for her! ahhh. it sucked. but whatever, more money. came home, had dinner, and then watched tv and started studying a bit. andy called and we talked for like 40 minutes, it was nice :) i like talking to him. and now im on here...and i should go cuz its getting late and i need to sleep. friday im going to andys dodgeball tourny...which means im going to meet all his engineering friends...girls and guys. which means I GOTTA LOOK DAMN GOOD!! any suggestions from the public? ♥ ...ill be your stumbleine, ill be your super queen...