they yelled again this weekend...and it got to me. friday was good, andy came over and we watched a movie and cuddled. saturday was ok as well. Well, i worked 8-1, which was good. fun. worked with Trisha and Jane which is great. After work i played video games for a while. Then i was about to leave, and the parents let loose. Said the band was using me (becuase i offered to drive out in the truck instead of the car?) they said they were gonna stop leting me have the car to go out to st.vital. st.vital is mostly where my life is these days, its where all my close friends (minus one) live, therefor thats where i always am. they yelled about andy never driving to my house... or barely driving to my house (is it my fault its harder for him to get a car then for me?). They said i always gotta go running over there. WELL GUESS WHAT! im happy over there. im happy at Andys house, joking around and insulting mel, beating up the dogs, having deep conversations with his mom, laughing at his dads stories, playing endless amounts of video games with Andy, and everything else. IM HAPPY THERE. gah. they baisically dont want me seeing Andy anymore. i was so mad. [Edit: Andrea made my day this morning, when she replied to my livejournal saying: "Oh, and any time you need to come to St.Vital, and your parents are being jerks about your vehicle situation? Just call me up. I'm always free on nights, and I loooove driving. Promise.♥". I love that girl to pieces.] I cried all the way to Ipsos, to pick up Andy and Marek. Andy knew i was upset before he even got in the car. We dropped off marek at home, went to Andys and ate dinner with his mom and mel. After we went to Eriks to meet up with the guys. We packed all the stuff in my truck and Keiths, then we all drove to Hooligans. Que two of the three best quotes from the night: 1. Keith: "Man, i haven't known you that long Pam, but you're kinda violent! haha" Pam: "Yea...i think me dating Andy is a bad thing" Erik: (from way over at his drums) "FINALLY! I THOUGHT YOU'D NEVER ADMIT TO THAT!!" ahahahahhaha that made me smile. 2. Pam: "Haha, Erik I met your nipples before I met you" Erik: "Now if only I could say the same..." lmfao Anywho, so the show was good. The guys played great, and a number of people showed up, including Andrea, Jeremy, Mitch, Aimee, Tarik, Breanne, Curtis and JEFF (haha, who i pissed off :) im so sweet. I gave him a hug to show i was sorry). Andys mom, Alex and Al came to, which was awesome. After the guys finished the set, and right before the other two bands were to go on, the owner goes up to the mic and says "that was a great set guys, but this isn't your parents basement. This is a buisness. If you don't start buying drinks, we're gonna have to close." How rude. So everyone left...and i mean EVERYONE. all our friends left, and the other two bands packed up and left. As the guitarist from AMF said, "its not like we're getting payed to be here. If he doesn't want us, we're gone." It was the first time any of them had walked out on a show. That sux. Oh well, Andys band made good contacts, and we got free cds! lol. So we loaded up both vehicles and drove home, me driving Andy and Erik, queing the last great quote of the night: Pam: "So I'm gonna see if i can upload some of the footage from tonite onto your geocities site, and theres also a way to get it on the myspace, i just gotta fiddle with the HTML." Erik: "Man andy, if you two break up, the bands screwed." lmfao, Erik was on a roll that night. After we met up with Keith's carload back at Eriks and we all hung out for a bit. Then Andy and i went back to his house. And then came the breakdown. Everything was good till about 1:30...everything from earlier just came back and hit me. I cried so hard i was shaking. Andy held me close and wiped away my tears. I vented for an hour, about everything, how frusturating everything is. I just couldn't take it anymore. I finally left at around 2:30. I really didnt care if I had a curfew or not. Sunday i woke up feeling terrible for making andy put up with me. I sat in my room and did nothing...the only time i left my room was for dinner, and i got yelled at. So i didnt leave my room again after dinner....its my little haven. Andy called at 11, and he cheered me up. He mocked everything that my parents said the day before, which made me laugh and smile :) thank god for andy. ♥♥♥