*sigh* its over. We had our last show last night. I thought it went off perfect. All of our shows went off great, even when things went wrong. Being the actors we are, we covered them up, and nobody could really tell in the audience just how much everyone was going nuts backstage. or upstage in the tech booths. im gonna miss everyone. my life will now be just work. which sux. but then i am making money. It shall be more weird this year. last year we didnt have as many late rehearsals, and we werent as close as a cast. this year we spent much more time together, and its gonna feel that much more weird when im sitting at home, bored, at 5:00 on a tuesday night. we could always just call rehrearsals and have all of us hang out in the drama room? My fam came to watch last night, plus my Aunty Darlene, Uncle Larry, and Andy and his mom. His mom loved the show, as did Andy. I was surprised he liked it... but he said it was REALLY funny. After the show ended, everybody started crying. I emphasize EVERYBODY. wow, i never seen that many guys crying in my life time! I cried for a bit too. Then there was the tons of pictures, and people hugging and all that jazz. I got flowers from my parents, from my aunt and uncle, and get this....my little fairies got me a little boquet of flowers!! Oh man i love those kids, that was so sweet. My room looks like a cross between a junkyard (its oooober messy) and a Flower shop. And it smells really good. Anywho, then kristina, andy and i snuck off to BP before everyone else, so we could sneak in Jocelyns gift and hide it before anyone else got there. BP was a ton of fun, and it was great that the kids could come. I love corbin!! that kid is the cutest. Seeing Jocelyn crying when Kristina and I presented her with the gift (which took us a bloody 4 hours to get!! Damn stores and them not having flowers, or stuffed animals. we had fun doing my list of illegal things tho, eh babes? hahaha, fun fun) made me feel really good inside. She deserved all of that and much more. And when I presented the Techs with their gift certs, and seeing them get tears in their eyes, and having them give me those shaky hugs, was awesome as well. Those boys gave us so much, and asked for nothing in return. GREAT JOB TECHIES! I loved how Joey went around and "serenaded" everyone too, that was great. After BP I drove andy home, then met up with everyone at Chloes. Her house was a lot of fun, no drinking or anything, but tons of pictures! I want all the pics off joeys camera...hes gotta have like a million. i got a cute one of andy and me when we were still at Radisson. Didnt leave Chloes till bout 3am or so. It was sad to see everyone go, when they were leaving. we had become a family. Speaking of family, i have found myself the most perfect sister. My own dearest Lauren. That girl is the sweetest, most kind girl you will ever meet. Not a thing wrong with her. and shes beautiful. I love Lauren to pieces...she made me cry last night. When we were at BP, she gave me a gift! ahhh! lol, it was a frame (which i shall put the pic of me and her in) and some scented candles. And she wrote me a note telling me about how much i have influenced her life, and how much she has treasured being able to work with me again this year. I honestly started bawling right there in the middle of BP when i read that, and TITS is my witness. So in short, to everyone in Cinderella...GREAT JOB! You guys have become family, and I will miss you all so much. To the grads, I hope to run into you at University events, and i hope we keep in touch. To the undergrads... I promise to come watch your show next year, no matter what it is. I will miss you all. And ill see you all monday in class :D C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S !