...well maybe im just lucky, cause its hard to believe, believe that somebody like you could fall for someone like me... The more I hang out with this boy, the more I fall for him... its insane. I have never been treated this well by someone ever.... my face always hurts from smiling. He tells me i spoil him, but I dont think I do. He deserves everything i do for him, and more. I wish i could give him more. When he tells me he really really likes me... i smile so big. Its only been just over a month, but theres something there that I cant deny. I dunno, i mean ive been in two other serious relationships, both lasting two years. This sort of connection with the others took many many months. And now... we've had this crazy connection ever since we started. We're so alike, and everything is just perfect. HE is perfect, its so insane. Like i said before, he does everything that i love, yet ive never told him to do any of it. And he appreciates my surprises and my spoiling... noone else ever did. I lived with him on Rez for the weekend, since my parents were outta town. It was very possibly the best weekend ever. Not only did I get to fall asleep in his arms twice, but I got to wake up to his smiling face and his little "hi" twice as well. It was the best thing ever. Friday i met his parents. I was soooo scared... i spent $60 and 3 hours of my time getting ready for it, lol. It went well tho, his mom smiled once we walked into the restaurant? haha so i took that as a good sign. And i shook everyones hands hi, and we sat and had dinner. His mom is a very chatty woman, which is perfect for me because I really just never shut up (all through school, the only negative thing on my report cards was "talks to much" lol). We discussed everything a lot... and then they bought me ice cream :) lol, and i laughed, it was nice of them. And they payed for my dinner! which they didnt need to... i had money... Katie didnt talk much, Graham says shes shy. I say its because she didnt get a chance to get a word in, lol. After dinner they had to leave fast to get to Katies game, so Graham and I went and walked a lap around the mall. Then we went to Rogers and bought movies (bad pam! damnit i need to stop buying things, i have no money lol) HOWEVER i bought discs 2, 3, and 4 of the second season of House. I think i was about ready to cry when I saw those... i snapped them up in a second. I bought Graham a movie too, just because :) lol. Then we raced over to Balmoral school to watch Katies games. She won both, which was awesome :) shes got a good team. We sat at some chairs while waiting for the game before Katies game to finish, and I could see his mom watching us from where they were sitting... I hope she could tell how much her son means to me and how I'd never hurt him ever. Then Katies team started to play, so we moved and sat with his mom and dad, and his mom and I chatted most of the time. she told me the cutest thing! Last weekend, while Graham was home for Easter he got plastered one night, and came home at 2am to everyone still awake. He was apparently walking around the house talking about me in his drunken stupor? LOL his mom was like, "graham came and sat down right next to me, and was like, you really really have to meet her, because i really really like her" hahahaha...i think i went like, 5 shades of red when she told me :):) hes so sweet. OH and when we were climbing down from the bleachers, his mom and I both almost whipped out... hahah it was so funny. we high fived each other when we had stopped laughing. Then we walked with our arms around each other... lol, it was cute. His mom is awesome. After the game they dropped us off at my car, and then they drove off.... we pulled up at red light next to them and graham turned our music up really loud... and his mom started rocking out in the front seat! hahahaha, it was sooo funny. Then we turned the opposite way they did and we were off.... and only like, 3 minutes later, Grahams phone goes off, and its his mom, who goes "so, the three of us were talking, and we really like her..... shes very nice....and really pretty. You're very lucky, so don't be stupid. Be nice to her." hahahaha and hes just like, "yes mom" and that was it. When he told me my face smiled so big its insane. I take it I made a good impression? lol. I was rather happy to hear that... i smiled the whole way back to rez. When we got back to rez we watched two episodes of House, and then went to bed. It was amazing falling asleep in his arms again. Saturday we woke up, had muffins and talked, then we showered and he went to the library for the afternoon to study. I was supposed to study, but ended up taking pictures and playing around in his room, lol. We went for dinner with the guys, then he went back to the library to study and I... studied? haha no. I went and played frizbee with some of the guys, then came in and got a bit of homework done. Graham showed up later with Dave, and the three of us chatted for a while. Then I drove Dave home to his apartment, and Graham and I went to get subway. After that, he was exhausted, so we just went to bed. Sunday we had chocolate milk and muffins again, then showered and he went to the library. I spent the afternoon cleaning his room and dancing to music. He came home early from the library, so we watched a couple episodes of South Park. Dawn and Pat stopped in for a picture :) and then we went for dinner with everyone. After we just took pictures again and goofed around, and then I went home. It was so sad :( we didnt want to end the weekend. Still, best freaken weekend ever :) ...and I know that its so cliche to tell you that every day I spend with you is the new best day of my life... ♥♥