ho hum, what to say been a while since ive written in here lots has...changed? first of all, i had a break down today, thanx to the fucking play. started crying right in the middle of the drama room. im sick of the whole thing and im counting down the days till it is done. i have TOO MANY choice things to say about some of the people on the cast, but i will hold my tongue in public viewing, as last thing i need is to get bitched at more. at 6:00, i couldnt take this shit anymore, and i went home. I woulda only kept crying if i was there, i couldnt take any of it anymore. Theres a line in the play, where the sister is singing, and when she stops, the baroness says "wasn't that wonderful?" and the baron goes "yes, especially when she stopped" Thats how i feel about todays rehearsals...it was wonderful, especially when i left the day picked up completely when i got home. Andy came over, vented a tad to him, he gave me a bunch of kisses on my nose and forehead and we curled up and watched Sienfield. Kristina called later and we vented to each other, leaving Andy amused. After, I rocked him at N64, to a point where he gave up and said he didnt want to play anymore :D YESSSS... he was tickling me everywhere all night, i was ready to cry a couple times from it. He had to go at 10, so i tried stalling him and sitting on him and holding him back when he tried to go upstairs. i dont know how he does it...he always seems to get me to stay the extra half hour at his house, to a point where im almost late, but i cant do it. i must tap into his secret powers... he left anyway, the bum, on his vehicular unit. i laughed so hard at it...im dating the biggest nerd in the world and i LOVE IT! hes great :) its 3 months today, which is PoSiTiVeLy FaBuLoUs!! lol, beat out Veronica (my own personal goal? nah my own personal victory. :D) and now im here writing to myself/people who read this. HI EVERYONE WHO READS THIS! in other news, got all my pictures from Europe now, over 400!! yay. organized all the tapes from Europe too. man do i miss europe, id still give up anything (minus andy) to go back. its getting late tho, i should be leaving. I should probably wait until tomorrow, to confirm things, but im gonna say this right now. I hate backstabbers, and i HATE liars. Ciao