Not up to much right now...but the weeks been interesting. Monday...oh monday. *happy sigh* lol, Chels and I went to Avril Lavigne. good concert, i wont lie. Absolutely loved Butch Walker...we got to meet him too and get his autograph, which was sweet. right near the front of the line we were, eh chels? After the concert we BOOKED IT to my car, way up on the fifth level of the parking place. We managed to beat ALL the traffic and get out to the street without having to wait in line. Score. Picked up my sister and Melanie, who were standing right next to the car and didnt even realize it (idiot).lol, anyways, there was nothing good playing on the radio, so i put the station to this classical one, and its this jazzy piano music going on. Chels and i then roll down our windows and begin to rock out, pretending to be playing a piano on the dashboard, while driving down regent. It was funny!! Best part tho, we pull up at a stop sign next to this guy, our age, good looking, in a niiiiiiice car, and hes got some rap blaring with the bass up and windows down. He looks over at us, chels and i with our windows down, listening to classical music and playing a fake piano with our whole hearts in it...and he took off pretty fast. it was priceless. we went to mcdonalds after, and got sundaes...chels and i sat in the kids area and made faces at everybody and screamed insults at everyone! but noone could hear us due to the glass. funny times. When i got home, i was talking to Ian and hes like: http://www.shooby.com/lyrics/stoutHeartedMen.html says: the other night andy was saying very nice things about you http://www.shooby.com/lyrics/stoutHeartedMen.html says: so yeah, http://www.shooby.com/lyrics/stoutHeartedMen.html says: he's good Tarte going to The Used...boo-fucking-ya! says: oh really? Tarte going to The Used...boo-fucking-ya! says: fill me in!lol http://www.shooby.com/lyrics/stoutHeartedMen.html says: i dunno http://www.shooby.com/lyrics/stoutHeartedMen.html says: just nice things http://www.shooby.com/lyrics/stoutHeartedMen.html says: how he likes you lots http://www.shooby.com/lyrics/stoutHeartedMen.html says: it was very gentlemanly of him haha, gotta love Ian and his manner of speaking. but i deffinelty love Andy more! haha, that made me all giddy for the rest of the night (how old am i again?) And then when andy was leaving he says: "Goodnight babe, love ya" and of course that gave me another wave of giddyness. ahaha, im such a pre-teen! oh well. monday was a great day. tuesday. hmm. OH! lol, was "rented out" as a princess for the afternoon! lol, Mrs. Alexander, the teacher who's classroom i was helping out in this past year, asked me to come in my fairy godmother costume to her house for her twin daughters Kate and Kara's fifth birthday. It was so much fun! when i got there they all got pictures with me, and then i read them a story, and then we had cake, and thats it. Best part? I got paid 50$ for it. score. ahaha. then at night Trisha picked me up at 8:30, and we went to Jordans for a bit. it was so nice to hang out with all the PET people again. Then at 10 or so, Chels picked me up, and Laura from her house, and the three of us went to Bills. Haha, the bar was busy, and chels met a boy. cute cute, laura and i left her to dance for a bit. Laura kept making me walk by the band with her, shes like "my goal is to makeout with him" ahahha, needless to say that never happened. It was a great time at the bar tho, got drunk as shit (stupid tequila). we went shopping at sev after the bar, just past 2am and theres three drunk girls shopping for food. lol, after we went back to chels' house and the three of us spooned in her bed...cuz there wasnt enough room. LOL. wednseday. today? yes today. mother picked me up from chelseys house at 11, we went shopping at st.v. well, i went on my own, my mom went for a hair cut, and marisa and melanie went off on their own too. i bought some blue sandels that are really high (thank god andy's a giant), and i bought some sunglasses. then i had work, which was awesome cuz i worked with trisha and ashley. and then i came home. which leads me to here, being on the computer. I'm waiting for andy to call...i dont know if he's gonna remember or not. Last time i talked to him was monday, but he said he'd call me tonite on sunday night...three days ago. we shall see how good his memory is then, eh? haha. things have been making me sad lately :( first off...im stupid but i miss andy. yes i know, wow four days not seeing each other, how do i exsist. but after everything ian told me monday night i just want to give him a big kiss. and i wont see him till friday...the day i leave. theres another thing making me sad. im leaving. only for a week...but still. nobody to save me from mom. nobody to make me feel better when she rips me apart. i have no way of contacting anybody once we leave manitoba. which sux :( Jessica's gone...its so sad passing by her house cuz i know shes not in there. and i pass by her house like everyday. its all empty, no cars, no margo's chain flying in the wind. nothing. shes gone! :( another thing ive realised...when u know ull never see people ever again, u take much more joy when u actually do see them. Like people from school that ive run into, or the kids from the day care, or from Mrs. Alexanders class. I've been seeing people left and right, and i will not take it for granted. I have a nice good conversation with em, until one must depart. After all, who knows when the next time i see them will be? i hate loosing people... :( ...I can't stop this feeling Deep inside of me Boy, you just don't realize What you do to me When you hold me In your arms so tight You let me know Everything's all right, ahahah I'm hooked on a feeling I'm high on believing That you're in love with me...