I just had Ice-cream. Why does Ice-cream make me feel better? I don't like being home anymore. I mean being back in town is great but as for the house that i call home...I don't want to be there. I don't want to do homework. I don't want to stay awake. i want to lock myself away for a while and get all my frusterations out with a paintbrush and some pencils of many kinds and some ink...I want to do art that doesn't need to be perfect...and no portraits. I need to get my self-portrait done by tommorrow if i'm going to have it framed in time for the rural show in cedar... I want to cry...happy tears...Dallan is so sweet... I want a hug...a really long one...really really long...It's cold in here... teddy bear eyes...