Don't look now but i lost my shoe! i apologize if the typing isn't completly accurate i'm on a lap top and never did well on laptop keyboards. Well... tis anew year. My stitches keep coming out but i think that's a good thing. I'm out of meds and i have a follow up appointment tomorrow Morning. I worked today! yay! Tommy gave me a neck rub when i was looking at a new project to do it was really nice. I thought we were going to work till 6 but i guess i was misimformed since everyone else was ready at 4. I got to work with different fragrances, so when i came home mom said i smelled really nice. I guess Natural Vanilla, Grapefruit Jasmine, and Cucumber is a nice mix. I wasn't very happy with my New Years Eve. I kept feeling sick and then when i was ready i closed my eyes... drifted and then totatally thought i was naked. Good thing i thought about it before i freaked. Started to dream i suppose. But it wasn't very fun. We played a game that i didn't really like. Then in my hope to escape, we played a more boring game at Brad's. What a way to start a new year. My New Year's day was much better. I had visited Ryker that night and i warmed my feet up at his fake fireplace and went home in a much better mood, got a nice rest, then went to Koree's party which was mmucho funo. Jessie and i talked for a while then on word of a not so well ryker i went and watched him play video games with his brother. I enjoy watching games because i inhale at them. hm... and now to start school again. p.s. you know what would be really nice? A candle lit dinner with snuggling, being warm and light kisses... just thought of that