Great… More problems. Registered for School… Went Shopping… first it was fun then… I became a fifth wheel. I got squished in the back of a small car… and I had just watched everyone buying things…. You know how those made me feel? No boy will ever really love me… I’ll never get a job… I’ll never get a car… I’m completely broke… Both my ex boyfriends were nothing but jerks. And currently won’t have anything to do with me. I’m not sure if anyone would even want to be my boyfriend… maybe somebody out there really does care… but … I just don’t know anymore. I’ve had one interview this summer and I never heard anything on it or about it. I don’t have much in the way of transportation either… My poor love died over a year ago. Gonzo the Rice Rocket of Fury is dead… and there seems to be no way for me to get another car. I have about $16 dollars in the bank… I have nothing. I can’t think of anyone that doesn’t have at least one of those four things……. staying home alone on a Friday, flat on the floor looking back on our love or lack thereof After all the crushes had faded And all my wishful thinking was wrong I’m jaded… I hate it I’m tired of being alone So hurry up and get here Get here I could have met you in a sandbox I could have passed you on the sidewalk Could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away? No way I think I’ll apply for a temporary job… I got to do something