uh... Colby came by art Yesterday. That was nice to see him. He seems good. at least better. I went shopping for a car... i found one i like and might be able to afford. But my mom is quite adament that i get the job first... I just didn't want to work for fast food. But i fear that may be my only option. So i really really want to go to Les Miserables. But... i don't want to go alone. There's a gallery walk tomorrow... I took my dad's truck and tried to find a job. After two hours semi-wasted. i decided it'll be best if i just give up the idea of my own car. Which also means i won't get to see my brother and i don't have any sort of income to replace his car. I just sit and wish... wishful thinking