my hands smell like cut grass and i don't know why... Mr. SV wasn't all that great. I screamed alot for Jeremy and Scottie (the Hottie) but Dustin Wharton won.... and sometimes i seriously just want to spit in his face. I was disappointed that we didn't do much dancing in Ballroom this morning. So i started to Play around trying out ways to support myself for a non contact dip...(a bit difficult) Austin was there... he offered help.... he really did help... but i had problems discribing the song because he hadn't heard it before. But when i asked him he didn't seem interested. i suppose Austin is as relieved at our 'friendship' as i am... but i can't trust it... and so that makes me sad For all that like Becca.... i don't... Austin said that she might join Ballroom... i can get along with lots of people... but if she joins i will make it miserable for her... girls fight dirty... and what she did was cruel... Just when i thought that we might actually be getting along too. Emma's cool.... Becca can die.... well now that's straight.. Oh and i flipped off the Cheerleaders and made fun of the Vistauns for being lazy and riding four wheelers in the parade. And i also glared at 'his' cousin..... I feel a bit on the evil side today... just a bit though