Thoughts on the Male

Feeling: burdened
i've been thinking alot about men. What i want in a man, What makes a man, and if there is any men still around... In my quest for references i stumbled upon a picture that was used for an ad for some weightloss pill. It's a picture of a couple the man sitting on the bed looking up at the woman where she is standing next to the bed and they are holding hands. the heading right above the picture is "Isn't it about time you liked your body" Kinda wierd but i sort of wrote a story in my head. Something happened and the women stressed out and has lost a bit of her self esteem and now doesn't know what she wants. The Man sitting on the bed is hurt because she's so confused so he reaches for her with his heart and with his eyes tells her to come to him. I watched Flicka with Natalie and i paid alot of attention to the father and mother in the story. Although the father was stubborn he was strong in that he did what he could to help his family and then at the end he showed that he really cared about his daughter One of my favorite Chick flicks is "Where the heart is" and i love how the two main characters fall in love and he waits patiently for her to look his way and then when she finds her feelings she lies to get him to have a better life until she realises that she can't stand not having him there. Because she loves him. I wrote an entry a long time ago about what i wanted in a man... I haven't read it in a while. and right now i'm not so sure if i should. I'm not so certain that it will be the same. In my class they told us to write a list of things we want in our partner but not to write it when we are attached because then the list becomes the person that you are dating. My brother told me that if he was lucky enough to find a girl like me to marry he'd be set. ...but could i find a guy for me? When i've thought that i'd marry right out of high school... now that i don't want that i'm not sure what to do. I'm going to the singles ward now. And there was a really cute guy at the linger longer that appealed to many senses... But i hate being the one to start conversations. So i want him to start one..... but who's he?
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to my deerest moo, i loveth you, you make my mooneth shineth...err...eth...i love youeth!
p.s. i wrote in your favorite shakespearrian language of love..eth!