i'm so sick of this I was having a great day things were fine and i was laughing in the halls and enjoying my day at school. Then Something happened... Austin First i was trying to get my speech ready and in my head, and he kept bothering me, even when i had turned my back to him so i could concentrate, and he continued to bother me. Then During my speech i saw him get up and lift his shirt like he was flashing me. Except he had an undershirt on. Then when i was waiting with Lisa at her Locker, Austin came up and hugged her from behind. it made me sick inside. Not because he was hitting on Lisa, but because of all the things he's done that i don't think Emma knows about. Speaking of Emma... Cassie told me that i looked like her when i first had my hair dyed. The same reason i had put it off for so long. Austin told me that i was dressing like her too. I'M NOT EMMA! I DON'T WANT TO BE HER! ... I thought about the cars again. I thought about how easy it would be to simply time it so i'd walk out behind a car in time that a car wouldn't have time to stop. But i have a show. It would be so easy especially the way people drive getting away from that Four-way. But the worst thing was when Austin stole my book. I've been wanting to read The Wave since i saw a special on it. and i finally got it Austin inquired about it and i let him look at it. Then Colby came in and Austin started reading it... I have this thing were i don't like it when people read books that i haven't finished yet. I feel like they are trying to beat me and i hate that sort of Competition, so i wait for a turn with a book or i read until i'm done. I've had many problems with this before, and Austin knows this. Austin woudln't give me back the book. He had already spoiled most of my day and i didn't want him to spoil the rest of the day. I asked him to give it back, i tried force and he only smiled at me. I slapped him. He only poked fun at me. I HATE IT I'M SICK OF ALL THIS AND NOW I'M IN A BAD MOOD ALL BECAUSE OF SOME IDIOT AND I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS!