So Landen calls me this morning and says that his date fell through and he needed a date.... so i say yes... And we go see Pirates. The thing is i was planning on seeing it with Francis and Brad later in the day... so i saw it twice in a single day.... I liked it better seeing it a second time... and more the third time. All in all it seemed shorter. "he" has proven that he is just a jerk and will never care for me the way he ever claimed. Austin claims not to love me anymore, but still hasn't given me any reason to believe him. Honestly i don't think he cares about Emma the way he wants to. I just hope he doesn't hurt her the way he hurt me so many times. And i feel.... lonely... and sorta used. the best is when you can be perfectly happy just sitting next to a person. There's no real need for conversation, you can sit and enjoy. And it's not a twitterpated feeling... more of a calm sense... in a word... happy