I have to get this down before Brad comes to get me for work... First day of school was fine... I felt like i never left. and in a way i never did. not like i wake up and see my school every morning.... ha i was so proud of myself in that i was going to get through the day without being bothered by Austin. But it didn't work. He was wearing that green shirt that i saw him in on registration. I always liked him in green... he looks like he's gotten Stronger. I tried to stay cold and not look at him. But he's in two of my classes and i'm afraid i might end up with him in three. Speech was fine. He didn't sit anywhere near me and i couldn't really see him. But he was in my Art Class. I was excited because i had friends in there with me and i knew i wouldn't be alone... then he walked in... he saw Jeremy and saw that he was right across the table from me and headed to the other corner of the room. But jeremy asked him to come join us... He hates me.... And what's worse? i saw Sage too... I'd forgotten how much i missed her.. I started Crying in the hall as i sat and watched him.... I just felt so lonely... I'm probably not going to Homecoming and i really want to go. I want to have fun.... But i guess that's too much to ask for... What if i wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do?... Come break me down! Bury me Bury me All i wanted was you! Maybe i'm just unloveable