i want a notebook so i can write some stories based on my life. They'd be fiction, but i want to write something i understand... so what can i write that no one else could? It's the 4th... and my surprises had nothing to do with the fireworks he....missed me... he texted me when i was with my family at Grandma's house... and he missed me.... I don't know what to do... Why do hearts have to be so fragile? I don't want to crush another person's dreams. Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever find someone that loves me enough to put that ring around my finger. I want so much though... school... family... but most of all i want a man to grow old with. This is only a shadow to what i had earlier... but i shall survive.