So i was talking to mom last night and she was wondering if i was depressed. I think i might be, but i don't really think that it serious enough for medication. I'm usually fine [freaked out, Insecure, Nerotic, and Emotional] right? FINE.... I have so many days that i'm so happy nothing could bring me down it's just the stress and the drama of my life that have been putting me down. So....now things are looking up. I had 14-15 hours of sleep last night and i'm still yawning...so sleep will do me good. my whole day was great and the rehearsal yesterday was really grand... if only if only the woodpecker sighs the bark of the tree were as soft as the skies while waits below hungry and lonely he cries to the mooon if only if only Every day i grow stronger. I decided to write down every negitive thing i think and then later when i'm in a happy mood i'll take out the list and write a reason why it's not true or a reason why i shuldn't feel that way and then i will rip up the bad list and keep the good list. i'm thinking that will be a better way to do everything on my "depressed" days besides... I owe Lisa some Ice-cream Ice-cream always makes people feel better