I wanted to write earlier but i guess noboby wanted to read it... so i'll go ahead and write when i want I called him like he asked.... he apologized..... alot. he seemed really concerned that i understand that he wasn't going to try that again. I'm not sure what to think. I forgive him but i won't be able to trust him for a while. he'd have to earn that back... but we are told to forgive. Gulity Pleasure..... hmmmm... That is such a good movie. I bought a new pair of shoes... in celebration.... I GOT MY PURSE BACK! That's right for all of you who even knew it was sent through the mail and i recieved it friday afternoon. With everything in it I can't help but think that he doesn't care for me the way he used to. Like when i went away suddenly he realized that he didn't need me the way before. I thought things were great.... but now i can't help but think that thoughts were drifting away... I guess i was just a friend Why am i so stupid? I really want to go to Senior Prom... I went to the Spring Fling with Christa and Emily (plus Megan) but now i wonder if i'll go to Senior Prom.... I need to talk to Kurt. I need to go dancing. I need to go to bed. I need to get ready for the show. I want to be wanted... I want to feel loved.