I feel worn out today... like my heart is aching inside and i just want to breathe. My stomach feels like it's twisting up inside and no matter of position is it letting up. maybe i should eat something My grandma's in the hospital but she'll be out by tommorrow. She's doing well enough that the insurance won't pay for an extra night. Like the people paying for her know better then the people treating her... I remember the good times when the only compliment i got was about my name. But my name isn't as unique as it used to be.