He's leaving for a few days. I'm already a wreak and he hasn't even left yet. I've made pudding, almost cuddled up to it, till something didn't feel right. I'll eat it during the week i'm sure What am i going to do when he leaves for New York? ....I can't really believe that i have a boyfriend I keep dreaming that i get sick. Not really sure if it's day dreaming or my slumbered ones... but something doesn't seem quite right.