So, it's been a really blah weekend....My mom finally got me to talking about how I felt about Graham...And I told her about what happened....And I've resolved to break things with him... But it's not as easy as it sounds...My mom is going to tell his mom what he did, and I know his dad is going to kill him for it...I feel bad...And I really don't know how I'm going to break up with him...I feel really bad like I could cry, but I can't...I guess right now I have no feelings? Shouldn't I feel bad? Or does he deserve this? I am so...I don't know...I don't want to hurt him, and I'm going to miss his family so much...Oh, this is so bad.. I wish things could've turned out different...He's just not who I thought he was in the beginning... This is something I have to do. Alma Nicole ♥