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Work was kinda boring. Christie couldn't come in, so George did. He's annoying in a peculiar way. But anyways, I had to work later, but George let me leave at 9:30. Today was good though. Tanned, then showered and went to the doctors. Everything was good:) The guy that does my blood asked me to pee in a cup. And I told him I didn't need to pee. And he asked me if I wanted to sit in there with a cup. And I told him I couldn't pee under pressure. So he gave me a cup to take home:) I have to take it to him Monday under 30 minutes of having peed. Or I have to stick it in the fridge hahaha. Anyways, TC asked my mom if I could come over and have dinner with them and watch a movie, and she said yes:) So, tomorrow, I get to spend all day at his house with him:) I'm sooo excited ! Here's a cute story:) Our first kiss was when he came over to my house, and it was snowing and realllly cold outside, and we were standing outside my door and his arms were around me waist, and mine were around his neck. I was wearing my black hoodie and my grey sweats. And his parents had come to pick him up and ended up staying inside talking with my mom for like an hourrrr. All the while we were standing outside wrapped in eachothers arms. We were about to kiss. And we were talking really soft and cuuute. We hadn't said "i love you" or anything, just cute flirty stuff. And I thought he was afraid to kiss me. So I remember going "Ah, so close..." He was like "Just do it." And shot mee downnn ! I thought he was the shy one, but then he put me in my place ! And it literally took about an hour for us to have that first kiss. We kissed three times that night. And this song that is playing on the country station now called I Thought I Loved You Then, by Brad Paisly, has a line in the first verse that says "In the front porch light takin' 45 minutes to kiss goodnight" and when we heard that song [at different times] we were like awww ! That's us:) Then it says "We've come so far since that day". And that's so true about us:) He could've walked away the moment we got in trouble, but he never did. He waited for a month until my mom let us see eachother for the first time for dinner when my aunt and uncle were down at Texas Roadhouse. He waited that whole month while I couldn't call him at night. I had to use Katie's phone and skip lunch to call him every day for a month. I'd go to the gym just to use the phone. That was a whole free hour or two I got to spend on the phone with him at night. He waited for my calls on those nights I never made it to the gym, on those days Katie never came to school. He waited patiently and never got mad at me for being in the situation I was in. I remember that first day, it was Sunday afternoon. My mom let me call him for 10 minutes to tell him we had to break up, and we stayed on the phone for 30 minutes. I remember dialing his number almost in tears. And he answered so eager like "HELLO?!" And I was like "Hey... /=" And he told me he was so happy to hear my voice and was going to be mine until we could be together again. He's so precious. He was with Ian and Ryan talking about me just when I had called him. We left 1234 everywhere. Online, everything. It was our secret connection. The 1234 song by Plain White T's. :) We really have come sooo far. And I'm glad what happened happened to us. It's made us so much stronger. And taught us a lot. You really take advantage of what's there for you 24/7 when it's taken away from you, and you're told never to associate with it. And I guess that's why we are really close, because we understand that concept of taking advantage of the moments we spend together because they could sooo easily be taken away. Goddd, I remember actually, the real first time I saw him was at school when he came to pick up his transcripts and I skipped 6-7 period and stayed with him at the side of his car. When I walked to his car he got out and we didn't even have anything to say. We just hugged and told eachother we loved eachother. And kissed right there on school property. [Oh yeah, I got in a shitload of trouble later with some teachers and the princible] But I didn't really care. I was with him, in his arms and seeing him with my eyes. Not just in a picture. I'm so happy to be with him. He's one of the best things that's happened to me. We may not do everything according to the rules or the books, but I'm happy with him, and just airuan. He's amazing. I love him. Sigh:) Eh, sorry, sometimes once I start talking about him I can't stop, and I rambleeee :P Oh well, what can I say. I love the boy. ♥
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