Today was okay. I don't really know if I like Zach anymore...I mean, I do, but I'm sick of trying so hard to impress him when I don't know if he even cares. So, I dunno. I'm tired of waiting for something that is never going to happen. Anyways, today was so cold and dreary. Made the day seem slower than normal. And I'm kinda upset about the Casting Crowns Cconcert because I don't even know if I can go now. Zach and Sarah already have made plans to go with m, and now my mom is like three people isn't enough people to go, so we're doing everything to find more people to go or atleast an adult. Really bums me out because I really wanna go to the show, and I'd hate to tell Zach and Sarah I can't take them now. I don't know what to do. We have two days left to find someone and I'm afraid we're not going to find anyone. Maybe my mom will change her mind and just let the three of us go? Gah, I don't know. Guess we'll just see what happens... ♥