144.) Doing good

Feeling: confident
So, yeah things are going prettyyyy well. I've probably done a lot since last time I talked to you. I've been out almost every weekend with friends. Church friends, Sarah, Tilicia and Dawnjalee, or somebody! I wrote Cliff a note on myspace [because he never answers my calls?] and he read it and never wrote back. He moved me off of his top completely. But so did I. His ex Tiffany sent him a comment saying how much she missed him... And that's a bold comment for someone you supposedly never talk to? But I'm really over it. I'm happy with how things are now. Maybe because I haven't seen him in over a week because he's in Cancun. But really, I think if I saw him I'd really be okay. [= I stopped talking to Chavez in the way he thinks we talk because I decided he was just a rebound for myself. I've bought some shorts for summertime and some cute shirts too. [= I went out with a guy Jake Wednesday night, and really enjoyed his company. I don't know what else I think about it though. But somehow I get the feeling he's a bit interested. I've made numerous friends at Tilicia's church and still kept in touch with them. They're great. I've been going to the gym, running, and lifting weights. And I've been laying out getting tan [= I'm very confident about myself these days, and I care what people think about me, but not in a way where it takes over my life. I wear what I like and if I'm happy with it, it's all good. I've gone out a few times and not worn any make-up minus eye liner or something. And I've gotten my mom to let me drive her convertible out. I'm going to academy camp Sunday with the Post, and I'm very nervous. But I've already packed and stuff. I'm going to feel dumb if I'm the only one who has two bags with me. Sleeping in has made my summer amazing. And Jason asked me to play for the youth choir and I'm very excited about that. [; Anyways, that's just a sum of things. I'm very content. [= And I'll write later okay =D
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