10.) Update

Feeling: fine
Hey, well, my mom and I had another talk tonight at dinner. She said she called the number my therapist gave her and she's going to take the offer. I guess that's pretty cool. She was telling me a lot of stuff, but to sum it all up, she basically said that she needs to and is going to back off my life a litte and let me make my own dicisions and have my own life. She's still going to be there for me when I need to talk, she just doesn't want to be as involved as she was.. It's all a bit confusing, but I'm fine with it. It's whatever. I'm fine with everything. I guess me and my mom are okay now. Like, she's acting normal..[atleast for now] and I feel like everything is okay...She still thinks I made a really big mistake dumping Graham, but...I don't feel that way. I wasn't happy with him. And I just couldn't make myself like him, so..I guess I have to go my own way there... Anyways, today was fun. Me, JoAnna, and Lyndsey are singing Wednesday in chapel and I'm really scared. I don't know my harmonizing part really well..But, I did come home and teach myself the chords and went over it, and I'm getting it more now. I'm excited for it though. The Jrs. aren't going to be there, so that is a little relief! Anyways, I love school right now. Everything is going good, I'm staying out of the drama..Having fun. Prison Break isn't on tonight, which sucks. That's my Monday night favorite..But next week is a two hour long show and I'm soo psyched!...Anyways...I think I'm gonna go, I have to do some stuff. [= ♥
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