190.) 7 more days

Today was pretty busy. First, I got up early and mowed the yard. Then hopped in the shower and met Jake at O'Charleys for lunch at 1:30. Came home, went to my orthodontist appt at 4. Came home, changed and went to the PD for the Post Meeting. Busy, but fun(: I love busy days. Anyways everything is going swell. I got really aggravated at TC earlier cuz he is going out with a bunch of guys tonight. Well, he went out to dinner about 5 I guess and they're going to a drive-in movie place. He's like we'll be home around midnight. I'm like wtf. I mean, I'm fine with him being at camp where there are rules, but when he gets around other people he just acts stupid. And he doesn't party or drink anymore, but still. I mean, how is he going to tell like 4 other guys he's not going to a party? Even though that's not in their agenda. Wtfff? And we were both aggravated at each other because of me. And since I've been home, I haven't called or texted him at all. ...Another one of my 'tests' for him. Is he going to text me? Or call me? He knows I'm home and done with my meeting. He said he was going to walk away from the movie to talk to me. But no text since about 6. So you wanna know all the thoughts running through my head? (This is because I think way too much and over analyze situations) What if he's at a party? That'd be why he hasn't called me or texted me. What if he's drinking? He deff won't call or text because he won't even remember it. What if the guys are hooking up with girls at the drive-in and he did too? He's not going to call and tell me. All of this is so dumb because I do know him better than that, and trust him. And he always proves himself better than that even when I'm not expecting it. I hate being an over-analyzer. It's 10 minutes until 10. If I don't get a call or text before then I'm just going to text him. Fuckkkkk. And that's what's up.
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