Well ... I feel better. Shocked as I know you all are. Aside from Kesshotai's ability to make me smile, and the fact that I've just said everything I've needed to say in the last two entries, and that I'm listening to Shadows Fall and have Ozzfest to look forward to in the next couple of weeks - I'm feeling quite a bit better. This diary thing ... ... it's so very theraputic. And I'm extremely thankful to have this site - for free, no less, where I can just vent, and let everything out rather than keep everything bottled up inside, making it so much worse - a place where I've met some fairly interesting people, even people who can make me smile, despite my somberness. So a personal thankyou to Scott for this site ... and another thank you to everyone else who reads and comments relavently, and those that make me smile. Thank you. Blessed be.