I'm not crying. I just see the world around me, and I see much bigger problems than the ones my friends face daily. Perspective is remarkable. Desmond Tutu once said something about the fact that Neutrality is bad - because, you see, if an elephant is standing on the tail of the mouse - and you take a neutral position - the mouse won't be too happy about that. You have to choose a side. I choose to be negotiator. I want to find a way to heal both sides, even the one I haven't taken, because I am able to sympathize with them. I understand the world now. I understand so much about how everything works, especially people ... I could fix the problem in Iraq. I honestly could. I know how to, and I'm writing a paper about it in Human Geography. I have all of these policies in my mind right now, but no government brave enough to take them into effect. I could fix the water shortage in some areas - I honestly could, if given the materials, technology ... I could make the Sahara fertile if I had the means, time, and a competent team. I could achieve enlightenment right now, but worldly desires hold me back still. ... like chocolate, people, love. I know so much, yet there is still much left to gain ... so much ...