Supposed to be studying for my chem exam, writing my notecard and all that, but I'm tired and don't wanna lol. So I'm gonna update. I have it almost done and re-reading all the stuff helped me a lot. I still feel like I'm gonna fail or at least get a bad grade, but hey, I tried damn it, and my parents are just gonna have to deal with the fact that I'm not gonna get an "A" in chem...I think it goes against the fabric of reality and the space time continum to get an "A" (unless you're Catarina of course). Rachel just left to take her Spanish exam - good luck sweetie, I know you'll pass!! So after chem, I'm leaving this school. I'm done with all my classes, but I'm prolly gonna end up back here to hang out lol. Oh well, at least there's no class. I have to go get my car fixed, it's leaking oil, and the left blinker stopped working today. Then I have an interview at Glen's - I hope I get the job, I really need to make some money. I should get my checks sometime this week - I opened a checking account last Saturday. Put $300 in it and I can't wait to write my first one. It's a good learning experience my mom said, but I don't really think I'll be writing one for everything I buy, just a few things so I can get the hang of it. I've been writing checks for my mom for forever, she just signs them for lunch money and errands she wants me to run, etc. It's easy. Going canoeing tomorrow with Bryn, Rachel, Patric, and maybe Sam. It should be a lot of fun. Can't wait to jump into the water - I really wanted to last night. We had underclassmen awards and sat in the auditorium for three fucking hours and boiled. Went home, took a cold shower and it felt so good. I put on a t-shirt and shorts, slept in them, and yes, I am wearing them now and I don't care. I was too lazy this morning to get dressed and I figured, what's the point? I'm going to school for one class and to hang out with friends, that's it. I picked up Sam this morning and weh got cappacinos at Forwards and came to school. She doesn't have to be here at all, but she wanted to say good bye to everyone she won't see over the summer one last time, so she's gonna hang out. She's sitting next to me, looking at pictures of hot guys on the internet. What a great pastime, we do it whenever we're bored lol. Speaking of hot guys lol, last night at awards, every time the guy I like got up to get an award Sam was like "there goes your boyfriend" and then when I did it to her once, she slapped me! Hard! There was an imprint of her fingers and thumb on my leg, lol. It was funny though. Wow, I still have like an hour left in here before I have to go take my exam...I'm past caring now. I was really frazzled and worried, but y'know what, I've decided I just don't care. I'm gonna try as hard as I can, and that'll be it. I'll at least pass the class I hope with nothing lower than a "C" because then I'll get the "I'm disappointed in you" lecture, but if I get a "D" I'll probably be grounded again. Stupid, I mean, the class in over with, and I tried, so why ground me? Gonna make me study? For what? Oh well, we'll see. Gotta write some more on my notecard...