I really hate my parents sometimes, my mom's being such a bitch! She's normally the one to be cool and let me do what I want and stuff. She apparently decided that she needed to clean my room today, and from now on. That's just stupid, she won't, she'll just make me do it again in a week or so. But she said she would throw everything away when she did...I don't believe it. The only things on my floor are clothes and school stuff - if she throws that away she has to buy me new clothes and watch me fail because she threw away my homework. I told her I'd just buy a padlock for it, like Nathaniel does with his room, and she said then I'd have to listen to dad bitch about it, but what's the difference? He will anyways when she tells him, especially when she tells him she found my chem test (which was in my chem binder) that I failed last week. Which also leads me to my next point.... She said I do too much and that from now on I'm not allowed to go places on the weekends, because I need to focus on my studying. Like hell I will. Oh, it's Friday night, I could be out with friends I don't get to see because they aren't in my grade/my classes or don't go to our school....or...I could sit at home and read my chem book. Which one, which one??? She makes it sound like I don't study at all, like I don't even try. I spent 3 fucking nights donig nothing BUT studying for that stupid thing, and I thought that I knew what I had going, but apparently not. I didn't retake it because honestly, what's the point? If I didn't get it with studying and help, then I wont get it two days from then. To everyone who reads this before tonight, MOVIE NIGHT'S CANCELLED - SORRY. She was pissed and didn't want me to have it anymore, I hope that people will get my messages I left, because I don't really want to get in trouble again. Sorry guys, another time. Next weekend I will be doing things, just not at my house, she can't keep me here, I'll fucking leave, I have my car and the keys to it, and tomorrow I'll pick up a lock or 2 at Wal-Mart...wtf? in order to protect my own things, that I bought, I have to lock it. She throws away my cd's or something and I'll take her purse and buy new ones, I have a list of them on my computer. God I hate them...my dad's always a douche, and lately my mom's been a bitch, menopause is getting to her I guess, that's the only reason I can see, especially since my room wasn't that bad, just clean clothes in the basket and yesterday's dirty ones in a pile, plus some odd papers from work, school, or college. I just feel like screaming right now...counting down the days till I'm 18 and then the day I move out, which may be sooner than college.