Last night was great, until the end anyways. I'm pissed because now we'll have to hear about football for another 400 years...I'm tired of it, our school is fucking retarded! Our soccer team went to states too, and people on our cross counrty team other than Cat...do most people know this? Probably not. Will they have anything in the announcements about it? Probably, but it'll be a sorta "oh yeah, btw..." in comparison to a football game we shoulda lost. Yeah, yeah, I have no school spirit, so sue me...it's not just HL that I like better or anything, I hope we lose the next one, just so our lives can move on. Went to Whitehead's after the game anyways, because, like Amanda said, "We're not on the team, we lost, big deal, it's still Friday and we still should party." WE had three booths in the corner filled with 4-5 people each and then 4 people were in chairs around the tables...it was good "Fung Shu-y" according to Alex...then I moved his chair and it was "evil". I loved it, lol, Drew and I split fries and played "footsie" (we kicked each other in the shins a lot). Jake took Amanda's check and paid for it, but she didnt' know it and was freaking out lol. Sam and I didn't end up staying very long, she was really upset and just wanted to stay to talk to the boys and stuff. Steve was being a prick. This guy, Chris, came in and started yelling at his girlfriend (?) Michelle because she was there and he wanted her to go somewhere else and she had apparently said no and hung up on him. He was fucking ridiculous, I think he just kept repeating himself over again..."fuck you, I never want to see you again, dont you fucking ever call me again, I dont ever want to fucking hear from you"...etc. That was bullshit, no one should be spoken to like that, but no one said anything either. Steve was sitting next to her, and this other guy he knows from teh Army, but did they say anything, no. If I wasn't afraid if him, because he's like 6'5" and a graduated football player I would have. If it had been someone I knew, like from our school, I would have. I feel bad for not, now, but what can I do now? She was fine, just told him to quit swearing and to leave, they were done, and then when he did, she just kinda shrugged and went back to talking, but that had kinda killed the mood, so everyone left. I'm going back over there tongiht, meeting Alex at his house and then going to a party at Mindy's. I have no idea where this place is, he had better know. I don't kow what crawled up Steve's ass and died, but if he's at Mindy's tonight I may attempt to break his nose. He was all happy and stuff because Sam was coming over, and then he ignored her the whole fucking night! When we were in teh band room while they were getting ready we stood and talked to him for like 5 minutes before he went to change and flirt with a million freshmen on his way there. We talked to Jake and Amanda the rest of the time. At the game we sat with Jake for awhile and then I moved to sit with Alex and Amanda and Jessica so Steve could sit with Sam, but he never did. His drum was next to her and Jake, but he stood around and never talked to her. After the game we went back to the band room with them, we helped carry the quint stands, and we changed to less layers and stuff like everyone else, and he was never out there until he left, I guess, becasue we left before he came out. At Whiteheads he ignored her, sitting in teh booth next to Michelle and across from his army friend and his girlfriend. I don't think he looked over at Sam once. Everyone noticed...and commented, Drew, Alex, Jose, Jake, Amanda...Sam felt like shit and so we left fairly quickly. We talked on the way home, but still, a guy hurt my best friend in teh entire world, he's gonna get his ass kicked, and I won't get in trouble at all, because my mom said he was being a dick when I told her. If he's just ignoring her because he wants to break up, then he needs to grow the balls to do it, and not be this shitty asshole. Grrr! Tomorrow I start my new job at the Brook...1:30-7:30 training with Allissa McPhail, so it should be cool. I quit Glen's last week, my last two days are Tuesday and Wednesday night. I'm glad, I hate it there so much, the people are annoying, and it's so dirty the first thing I do when I get home is shower, and now I feel that way even if I'm not working just there shopping. That I can deal with, the shopping there, I've been doing it forever and it's close. This new job sounds so much better though, I get paid more and I know exactly what my shift will be for after school (4:30-7:30) and weekends (1:30-7:30)...the times never change to 7:15, 6:45, etc and I'll get my schedule for a month versus every week and not knowing what I can do Saturday night until the next schedule comes out on Thursday. Not gonna complain anymroe, I'm done there lol. Yay! I went to SVSU today for a college visit, it was sweet! The campus there is so pretty, and everything's close, the guide said within a 10 minute walk to whatever...but I walk fast and take shortcuts, so less. :) Then I came home and got my acceptance letters to both SVSU and Grand Valley. I think that they are the two I'll end up deciding between. They're small, close enough to home that I can come home for stuff like family birthdays, short holidays, etc. And yet they're far enough away that I'm not living at home. I refuse to become one fo those boring people who come home every weekend to hang out with the same old people and don't experience college or make new friends outside their roommates. SVSU has great dorms! If you're on the honors thing you get a better room, only one other roommate and a kitchenette. That would be kick ass, I have to look into how I can get one.....gonna try to go to GVSU on Nov 15th (deer day) if anyone's interested, give me a call. Adios.