My moods keep shifting today, one hour I'll be happy, and the next I just want to kill everyone. I wonder if the bad's outweighed the good today, that could at least help if it hasn't... Bad: Failed a Chem 2 test, as in E Dad being a dick Sam's bad day (just makes me sad too) People's (esp teachers) hypocrisy Lack of something Good: Got my ski uniform - go full length spandex! No homework for tomorrow Going to Grand Valley on the 16th for a visit Ok, nope, that didn't work, the bad is bigger. Damn lists. I've been sitting here, trying to think, but I can't lol, not about anything good happening TODAY, there's good around, I just don't want to delve for it. Yeah, so I've decided that there's something missing in my life. I'm not sure what it is - just that I'm not as happy as I could be. It's not like that lack of a boyfriend, or my parents being douches...just a difficeincy. I guess that's all I can say for now, until I figure out what it is. Sam and I came up with THE PLAN, today in Chem. It's great and my mom said it was ok, so I'm happy. Friday night Sam and maybe Frank are coming over to spend the ngiht before Quizbowl, and we're gonna stay up the entire night, because everything's more fun when you're sleep deprived! Then it's Xmas in the Village, which is always kinda cute and sappy, but I like it. Hopefully the HL guys and Rachel can go, because I want them too lol. Then I don't know what, but something fun lol, somewhere, because I hate staying at home doing nothing when I know that I could be out doing something fun with friends... I think that's it, I need to get over this bored, depressed feeling - Sam, we need another PLAN, and you know why, lol. I'm out, night night