Listening to: None
Feeling: moodless
My grandma died today - this morning. Peacefully, I think she was sleeping. I'm sad, but I haven't cried. I cried so much on Sunday, I think I've, I don't know, accepted (?) it. I'm happy she's not suffering anymore, that she's moved on to a better existance.
There's a viewing thing tomorrow in Traverse. We're all going, but I don't know if I want to. I don't want to see her, I hate that...when I die I don't want everyone walking past me, looking in my coffin, it's creepy. Then she's going to be cremated, and I don't know where she's going to be buried, but I think it's probably going to be here, in Rosco, with her husband. That's a good thing and what I would choose for her anyway, if I had a say.
That's it I suppose. Thank you everyone, you've all been really great. Rachel, I'm glad our talk wasn't bad, I was worried. Carla and Cole, thank you for your notes, they made me feel a lot better. :) Love to everyone.
ben
[emily]
Carla
Hugs and all that stuff, first off. I feel for you, which is replacing the usual "I'm sorry" statement. I just wanted you to know that this poem got me through when my family members have passed:
Remember Me
Remember me with smiles and laughter,
For that's how I'll remember you all.
If you can only remember me with tears,
Then don't remember me at all.
If you ever need me, my gmail is imperfectandhappy@gmail.com.
Much care,
Kyle
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