IM SO CONFUSED!!!! see it all started a cuople weeks ago, this boy i like, andy, and i were flirting and we sarted making out all the time. i stayed after on wendesday and i gave him head. i feel so bad, i dont really like that much anymore. he doesnt want a g/f because he has "no time for one". i like him too much to just be friends with benefits cuz i always get emotionally involved. i want to ask out a girl, IS THAT SOO WRONG??? i like her she gets me like no one else. she likes me but im not sure i can deal with people noing im bi. my friends no but i dont want the whole world to no but i love her to death i want to fuck her, hehehe. dont no what to do anymore. i cut last night. i watched the real world and got depressed cuz frankie is a cutter, which i hate people calling us that, so i cut again. well thats bout it for today.