WHAT DO I DO????? help me!!!!!plz, im crying, i beg you HELP ME!!!!!! ok, i knew it was a bad idea to go to alexs but i did anyway, BAD CHOICE!!!! see andy came over and well, we were laying down making out on a boat.he was like suckin my tits and had his hands between my legs. we were talking and he asked me when i would decide we should have sex, the big S word. well i said when he decides he wants to go out with me, he was all like that might be soon, very soon. but i dont really know if he wants to for sex or if he cares, but thats not the problem, the problem is, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!!!! I CHEATED, I HAVE NEVER EVER DONE THAT!!!!! i feel so dirty and guilty and bad. i was thinking about her, cuz every now and then i was like i cant do thids i HAVE a girlfriend, but then lust just got the best of me i geuss. i feel soooo bad, i feel like dirt, i vcouldnt sleep last night cuz i as soo guilty. i couldnt stop thinking, i love andy, but not real love. I LOVE REALLY LOVE VICKI. i hopeshe can find it in her heart to forgive me because im sorry beyond words. then when i got home, i cut deep and horrible, i had to punish myself, i was crying.what do i do???i love her, how could i do this to her, i want to die!!!!its just i was soo lonely and full of nothingness, i was numb and empty and wasnt thinking strait!!!! help me!!! my dad comes back today, it sucks. i hope he dies in a crash on his way home. thas it, plz comment and help me!!!!!!