HEY EVERYONE, if you want yo know why i tried to kill myself read the entry called "andy" it explaines everything. i have a boyfriend, adam collis. things arent so great between us right now though. his friends tom and bisi live together and keep calling me and saying oh adam said this and that and all this shit bout me. but i was talking to adam and he didnt, it seems tom if an asshole and is stealing adams money andtrying to get me to go out with him. ewww, hes like 20. he has the best car ever thouygh, i love it!!!its loaded with speakers!!!! anyway, adams gramma is in the hospital, shes having heart problems, i hope she makes it. i made a deal with him, if he does something stupid, i will cut. stupid being drugs, smudge, drinking etc. myimortal4ever, how many time do i have to say it unlike you I AM GETTING HELP!!!!! god, my therapy starts in august, i think. the therapist hasnt called me yet. ok so get off my back bitch!!!! i didnt do anything wrong, i made a mistake, yes, but you did something worse, you made a choice. you choose to not talk to me, you choose to start a fight, you choose not to understand, you choose to over react. so lets just settle this cuz im sick of it, and so is sarah, she emailed me and told me. do you love me or hate me, cuz i dont care if you do or dont, i just want to sort this out. see im not sure who i can trust right now so i need to know who i can or cant, whos my true friend or not, so FILL ME IN!!!!! im gonna leave you with the words of chester bennington in the song "a place for my head", YOU TRY TO TAKE THE BEST OF ME, GO AWAY!!!!! SHUT UP!!!!!! if anyone knows what i should do, plz steal my pain away.